I can’t take care of anyone right now because i need to take care of myself
I can’t put anyone first
I can’t worry
I can’t care or feel bad or concerned about everybody’s feelings but mine right now
Because I’m full
It feels like I’m drowning
I can’t hold the flood
I need to admit that I’m not okay
And its it’s scary
And it’s okay to be afraid
But I can’t let this feeling paralyze me and keep me from living
It’s really hard , but I need to be honest and kind with myself in order to heal
And if I I don’t keep pushing, if I don’t try to ssolve this now , it will come back later in a bigger wave ,
So yeah beside tthe fact that I’m literally feeling exhausted
This is me trying …
